Post by Uchiha Itashui on Jan 24, 2015 16:59:17 GMT -8
Itashui stood against his desk, fists clenching against the table. He towered over the paper reports of Kumogakure ninja, studying each detail as if trying to make connections. "There has to be something... some lead..." He muttered, one hand ascending to run through his obsidian strands of hair. For once, he look disheveled, his hair a little unkempt as if from lack of sleep. Dark circles or a general weariness overcame his alabaster visage, lips pursing into a scowl. He couldn't stand how close the enemies were approaching. He knew what they were doing, too: testing the waters, seeing how Konoha could handle a little pressure and espionage. It angered him, exhausted him, knowing that the war was approaching the hidden leaf quickly. To think that the people would be in danger - no - he didn't want to fathom it. Hunching over the table, sighing softly, Itashui aimed to recollect himself.
Something tampered with him, something haunted him. He couldn't figure out what it was, but sleep was lost. He stayed up nights, mind reeling with countless thoughts. Whatever it was destroyed the very nature of his exterior. It ached him in a place he thought impossible: his heart. How could this be? Was it the thought of losing many good people to the tragedies of war? Possibly... but, amidst the crowed that he often saw in his nightmare was someone else... someone he couldn't believe would be there alongside family and innocent civilians. He didn't want to ever admit it, so he tried to lock up his thoughts. However, the anxiety and turmoil was interfering with his work ethic... something needed to be done. It was unhealthy, turning into an obsession that festered. Protecting the people was always on his mind, although many probably assumed Itashui, an Uchiha of high status, had power beyond his grasp -- they probably thought he was reaching for that, not the hand of someone who fell, someone who couldn't walk on their own.
Closing his eyes, right hand raising to rub his eyelids and temples, he'd yawn softly. He couldn't help but be surprised to hear his name called, deft ears honing on that very familiar voice. "Itashui-san, if you have a moment, please join me in my office."
Awakening from his own horror of rambling thoughts, Itashui turned to meet the gaze of the Hokage. He didn't utter much but followed with haste. Anything involving the Hokage was important, after all. The man himself didn't speak either, perhaps the conversation left for a private gathering. Still, he couldn't help but feel relieved to be in the presence of a man so loved. In a way, Itashui aspired to be like him, even if it wasn't through the right path. Maybe after his lifetime, Itashui would find the appreciation and love of his nation. Until then, he supposed.
Climbing the stairs to the Hokage's office, he'd calmly place his hand along the old man's back, helping, should he need, with the trek. It was a gesture of reassurance. Whatever the situation was, Itashui was always to be counted on, always a shoulder to lean on. This was a man who trained him, who mentored him, a man who never doubted his loyalties and where they might lie. He was a good man, one to be cherished for a lifetime. It was a shame that war would be brought upon a civilized and peaceful man.
When the two arrived at the office, the Hokage would muster, "There might be others joining us. So, we must wait. I have arranged messenger scouts to bring news for those to arrive here." He sat upon his desk, placing his hat against the surface of the table. Itashui nodded and leaned against the wall, patiently awaiting what this meeting would unravel and unfold. This momentarily blocked the thoughts that preyed upon his mentality and focus. That was good, at least. But, he couldn't help but feel uncertainty at the pit of his stomach.